"detachment isnt giving things up.. it is accepting that he has to go away..."

i guess, after all that has been said and done, it is time for me to say good-bye to all the memories, to all the hurts, to all the pains, that the past has brought me. never have i felt more down in my entire life, and i guess i couldnt go any deeper, because i am at my deepest point already. and it couldnt remain this way forever.. i got to help myself.. i have to accept the situation and just learn from it. maybe in time, i will realize why all these are happenning to me right now.

id like to express my deepest gratitude to the people who have supported me and who have always been there to cheer me up and to listen to me whenever i need someone to talk to.. guys, you know who you are.. thanks, thanks, thanks!

forget it.

since im bored, and i dont wanna talk much about matters of the heart.... im gonna answer a survey nalang.. hehe

1.What is it about you that people don't really notice?>i cant keep still for more than a minute.. i have a very very short attention span

2. What do people commonly mistake you for?> being maldita... im kind naman eh! hehehe

3. Are you insecure?> I guess so

4. Do you think you're attractive> no, i just think im ok

5. Do you find it easy to trust people?> yeah, and it sucks at times

6. Do you have a really big secret?> yes.....

7. If yes, how many people have you told about it?> no1...

8. How are you when you get mad?> i shout and i throw things

9. What do you do when you're bored?> smoke, call people, talk to anyone...

10. Do you enjoy doing nothing?> sometimes

11. Are you comfortable in being alone?> sometimes

12. Do you think watching the sunset or the stars is fun?> sometimes

13. Do you like the rain?> depends.. if i have something to do then i hate it, but if im just at home i love it!

14. What can you say about poetry?> boring

15. Are you a phone person?> i used to be one

16. Do you find it easy to express how you feel?> not really

17. What song best describes how you feel?> take me out of the dark my lord... hehehe

18. What impossible thing do you want to do right now?> fly away

19. What is missing in your life right this moment?> direction

20. Are you happy with the way things are going in your lovelife?> no i am not

21. r u sure?> yes i am


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LAST NAME: lacson

LAST HAIRCUT: i forgot

LAST PIERCE/TATOO: last year

LAST CRY: yesterday

LAST SWEAR: saturday

LAST SONG HEARD: ever after

LAST WATCHED TV SHOW: starting over

LAST WEBSITE: friendster

LAST YELL: saturday

LAST MOVIE: forgot

LAST MISSED CALL: carol

LAST RECEIVED CALL:nicole

LAST NUMBER DIALED: my brother

LAST SMS SENT: to nicole

LAST SMS RECEIVED: from nicole

LAST BATH: last night

LAST FIST FIGHT: never been in one

LAST ACHIEVEMENT:graduating high school... wbwahahahha!

LAST SMILE: a while ago

LAST TIME U WERE SCOLDED BY UR FOLKS: just now... they said im sick because of smoking, drinking and going out too much

LAST HARD-LAUGH: saturday

LAST TIME U FELT SICK: now

LAST EXERCISE: i forgot! ahahaha

LAST TIME U HAD CRUSHES: i have them all the time!

LAST TIME U HAD UR HEART BROKEN: christmas break, but it became worst right when i came back from manila.

LAST TIME U FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE: dunno

LAST PERSON U MISSED: LR27!!! my blockmates!!

LAST PERSON U KISSED: beso you mean? my friends

LAST PERSON U FELL IN LOVE WITH: forget it

LAST FOOD U ATE: toasted bread that my dad gave me

LAST DRINK: coke light

LAST THING U BOUGHT: pack of cigs

LAST CD U BOUGHT: blank cds.. hehe

LAST TIME U RENTED A VCD/CD: i dont rent

AST TIME U BOUGHT A VCD/DVD: forgot

LAST TAKEN PHOTO OF URSELF: last week

LAST MALL U WENT TO: rob, wherelse?

LAST TIME U TRIPPED AND FELL: cant remember

LAST TIME U BROKE A GLASS: long ago

LAST TIME U PRAYED: last night

LAST TIME U WENT OUT WITH FRIENDS: saturday

LAST PLACE U WENT TO: north, saturday night

LAST ANNOYANCE: yesterday

LAST SAID ONLINE: whatever it is i just typed

LAST TIME U GOT ANGRY: yesterday

LAST PERSON(s) U WENT OUT WITH: we were a lot!