Everyday is a Winding Road.

Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment-every part of it- will live on forever.

Monday, January 10, 2005

Life Changing Decision

i was confused for the longest time, i was afraid to make a decision because i do not want to regret anything in my life. and just earlier, i decided to choose. yes, i chose... and this time, i am so sure. no turning back... i finally made "THE" decision. im moving back to bacolod for good. i am a 100% sure about this already. a part of me feels sayang but on the other hand, a part of me says this decision is right. i have told my family and friends about it already, and all i gotta do is to fix my school stuff, and then take a plane back to bacolod. i cannot wait to be back home. back to where i grew up. back to the people who love me and will take good care of me. i just cannot wait.

yes, i like manila, a lot. i just cannot live here. or maybe, not until i finish college.

my decision is something that would change the rest of my life. they say "destiny is what you make it"... i guess, i am destined to be back home. i am not so sure of what my future is, but i am certain that God has greater plans for me.

i will surely miss a lot of people here in manila.. not only that, i will surely miss the malls! shopping in manila is something that i really enjoy, and its one thing that made me choose to stay here before. hehehe

anyhow, tomorrow will be a long day for me because i will be asking all the offices in school to sign my clearance for my transfer credentials. yes, i did not only file a leave of absence, i filed for dismissal.

i know a lot of people think that the decision i made is wrong, that i will regret this later on. but please, please, lets be optimistic about this. :)

yup2x, no turning back....

for my friends in school, my blockmates most especially, thanks thanks thanks! you're all great! i will surely miss you. i will visit you as often as i could! and dont ever think that because im moving back to bacolod our friendship would end. no. not at all. faye, kits, juls, sam, kresta, bea, ria, kristine, jaane, rj, dwight, joma, (did i forget anyone?) you are all wonderful. you just dont know how much our friendship means to me. you are the ones who helped me eversince first term and i owe you all a lot! i will definitely remember you all for the rest of my life. gosh, this makes me sad! im gonna see you all again!

ate leng, thanks for the fun memories! i will surely miss malling with you, and sleeping at your house. :)

you guys know how to reach me if you need anything.. dont ever hesitate, orayt?! keep in touch!

for my friends in bacolod, i am looking forward to seeing you all soon!:)

NO REGRETS....

"LIVING LIFE IS EASIER, WITH EYES CLOSED, MISUNDERSTANDING ALL YOU SEE. "- John Lennon

1 Comments:

  • At January 11, 2005 at 4:58 AM , Blogger Julietearjerky said...

    yup I guess you're right to say that we should be optimistic about it... But don't blame me if I'm feeling sad 'cause I just can't help feeling sad about the whole shocking news that brought me to thinking just today... Bianx, go to my blog I have a message for you there. Damn.. All the memories that we had will be locked like a treasure in my heart for it to stay for eternity. drama na kung drama kasi nashock tlga ako sa news mo... love you bianx! u take care and basta you are indeed one of the easiest person I can talk to and you are one of the best people I met in la salle... I will miss those mall shopping hours when you used to look at those ballet flats with faye, eating session at goosejoint, going to your dorm early in the morning just to wake you up coz it's NSTP already... I will miss those lovetopics at your dorm and sharing stories of senti stuffs and sharing fun adventures. I will miss all the Bacolod accent you used to make and the "de puta" word will always be remembered as biancaword. Haay... there's so much to tell... So many memories narin kahit papano diba? When I have the money and time I will visit you sa Bacolod..that's a promise! In the near future I will do that. Expect me ok? hehe.. mwah! Godbless.

     

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