i dint blog for days for one reason- i couldnt collect my thoughts and get myself to write an entry. i dont know why, but with the things that has been running on my mind lately, it seems like i have to discover what is that one thing that i really want. i mean, the decision i will have to make will affect my whole life. apparently, i haven't really dug deep into the options i have. so, until i get to clean and fix my messy mind... ill keep you posted:) and please, please, please, pray for me, i need enlightenment! :P